| well (: i havent blogged in forever. but if anyone DOES look at this.. i moved!!!
lavaoboe.blogspot.com
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-Anna
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| well.. today was pretty much suck day...so i left home all confident to do my presentation then i get to first period and then the principal tells us that my favorite teacher is leaving us.. and like.. im happy for him to finally get his dream job.. but im so sad cuz.. he helped me so much in my freshman year.. like.. he helped me so much to come early and practice with me and stuff.. sigh.. im gonna miss him so much. so i cried basically that whole period..
then in second period i was doing my presentation and my stomach started to hurt i was like OMG i know this feeling ): my girl thing came.. and i was still presenting.. sigh.., then i was finished and the teacher totally contradicted exactly what i said.. then i was kinda sad but then i didnt care cuz i was just thinking about Mr. Banim leaving..
then in 3rd period i Mr. Banim gave me a hug and i started to cry again.. and my cramps started to hurt.. like.. HURT.. and my things usualy never hurt.. so its weird
in 4th period we took a test which i think i aced. but like.. the cramps were like.. no longer cramps.. they were... like.. i dont know.. i just.. i dont realy know how to explain it.. but it was as if i couldnt do anything while someone was punching me in the stomach. like i was useless to help myself.. i also found out that i got rejected from an officer position. this got me pretty pissed.
then in 5th i just couldnt take the pain and i called my mom to pick me up. i started to walk to the nurses office.. but i had to take breaks cuz it just hurt so much.., and i really didnt think i would make it all the way up there.. but when i finally got there i thought i would faint from the pain.. or atleast i wished i could faint so i wouldnt feel the pain..
my mom came and then i went home i tried to just sleep but i couldnt.. and i started to cry cuz it just hurt so much and i felt like a kid again with a tummy ache. then my mom made hot soup and tylonel
i felt SO much better.. like.. so much.. and i laid down for a second on the couch and knocked out.
im a lot better now but i have to go to the doctors.. cuz this is not normal..
sigh.. today was horrible.. because i went home.. i couldnt go to chinese school, my officer meeting, my preschool visits, the csf social, and hang out with josh. i feel so... rejected and insecure now..
gosh.. i feel like crying again,.. so im gonan go drink soup. bye.
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| well school is pretty good (: i got straight A's on this grading period and im pretty happy. my mom offered me $50 for good grades but i said its okay, can you just buy me new contacts? i finished a year's supply in about 3 months HAHAH. my mistake!!
so basically maybe.. last month this guy.. i forgot his name.. but i remember his last name was Han. so ill just call him Han. I went to the gym (24 hours fitness) and i did my usual work out. and i was about to finish my mile run but then i went to go watch people play volleyball. CUZ ITS FUN TO WATCH. so then this guy comes up to me and starts having small talk. and im just talking with him. cuz... well.. Im anna. i like to talk. then someone texts me and it has my name in it. he actually puts his head over my shoulders and reads it. and hes like.. 24 or something.. yuck.. then he keeps talking to me. and i lie saying that my mom is here. but really.. im going to go swim. but then he says. so anna can i have your number? and i say.. NO, i have no cell. then he says well ill just facebook you then and i give an awkward laugh and freakin bone out. haha
SOO.. about two hours ago.. i was DOING my mile run.. and this guy.. still cant remember his name comes up to me and goes. "Hi, youre anna right?" and i say.. "haha no i think you have the wrong person" then he just goes OH.. and walks away but he basically stares at me during my whole mile -_- SO AFIOAIF he's so strange
anyways..
school is great. and friends are awesome. and church is cool. family is great! studying is fun. chill and lazy time is so like.. content. 0.o haha thats the only word i can use... content. and spring break is AWESOME (: even if i have to study for most of it. it's great (:
1 John 2:15
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| well..
RIP Soy Cheng (1/12/06-2/17/08)
my best companion and pet
my catdog who never left my side
licked my tears away when mom and dad fought
and always waited for me next to the door when i got home from school
purred me to sleep
and always kept me company when alone
never scared when you were by my side
cutest animal in the world
and a smart one too
i taught you how to stand and sit and bark.
and ill never forget you
how you folded clothes with me
and how you scratched me
and how you made me laugh
but most importantly for just being with me
i miss you so much
and i know God will take care of you.
and mom says this is all planned by God
and i know it is. but i just wished it didnt hurt so bad
and the doctor said i could put you down
or give you a surgery that would give you pain every other month.
i decided to put you down
and im okay with it
because i know that its better for you
but now when im lonely.
ill always remember you
and when im cold at night
ill just hold my stuffed animal and pretend its you
and some people think its dumb that youre just a pet and i treat you like my best friend
but i know that you were one of the best companions in my life
and i love you to death
and forever
so honestly, rest in peace.
and we'll meet again.
  
i love you so much
and i miss you more than anyone could ever imagine.
my little brother. my best friend. my protector.
Goodbye.
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